i think one reason i feel unhappy with God about is my continuous spiral, over again and again into despair. what is there to despair about, you may ask. i cannot figure out either. i cannot understand what i am longing for. is there anything really that would make me hate life less? you see, i dont like this journey called life. can you tell me what true joy is from living? can you tell me why is my mind so chaotic, what does it even want? heart, tell me why do you feel uneasy without him and without God? why has part of your soul flew away to be attached to another person? is that what it is? is that the explanation to why i feel so incomplete?
Posted at 04:54 am by mickyfoo